I’m Almost 10 Years Old in the Community

One time, one of my closest brothers in CYA – Irvin, remarked “I wonder how it would feel if you are already in your twentieth or tenth year in the community.” I smirked and tried to imagine. He then turned to me and asked “Ikaw te, how many years are you now in the community?” I literally counted with my fingers… one, two… I then looked at him with an amused shock “Whoa, I’ll be turning 10!”

And so how does it feel? It feels good! It feels great! You can’t help but thank God for allowing you to belong to a group of people who are helping each other in service and in building one’s character.

For the past years, I have learned that nobody truly is perfect in the community. Our humanity is tested by fire, by the burdens of choosing to love and to serve. One time I had a conversation with another brother from Lingkod– Christian, and I got to realize that what makes genuine human love admirable is that it would never be unconditional because that is an innate human limitation. But the fact that others would still choose to love, to forgive, to serve despite being hurt, despite being tired, despite the feeling of routine – the fact that others would choose to go beyond their limitation is truly worth honoring.

Christ’s Youth In Action. Kay Kristo Buong Buhay Habambuhay.

I joined Christ’s Youth in Action when I was in second year. I was invited when I was praying at the chapel of Ateneo de Davao. Yes, I was a product of Random Evangelization – a challenging activity where members would talk to a stranger about Jesus and invite them to a community.

These are some of the things I valued in Christ’s Youth in Action:

1. CYA is finding God. The same as with many religious groups, we were always encouraged to strengthen our relationship with God through our regular prayer and scripture reading.
2.  CYA is not just about conducting activities, CYA is about a way of life. What mattered more was character. We were never a spotless lamb. And I truly appreciate when I was corrected for my mistakes and encouraged for building my character.
3. CYA is more than the success of activities, we were more about relationship. It was often said that relationship comes first before activities. For what significance would a success of an activity if it were at the expense of friendships?
4. CYA is a family. We had ates and kuyas. We eventually became ates and kuyas. And for a teenager, it gave a sense of belongingness. I got to appreciate my parents and siblings more because of the joy I experienced with the quality relationships in CYA.
5. CYA is about accountability. We belonged in an Action Group – a small group of brothers or a group of sisters – who would meet regularly to update each other and support each other. This is where I get to fill my love tank. There was a sense of being guided for my different concerns. There a sense of being accompanied in your faith journey. We were always told that we were taken cared because the community was accountable for us, but at the same time we were also accountable to the community in the actions and decisions that we made. We must also strive to serve as good examples to the younger brothers and sisters whom we will eventually be serving.
6. CYA is not just about liking but an inclusive loving. We were always reminded that Jesus taught his disciples to love one another, not simply liking one another. Loving meant giving people a chance even if you don’t like or comfortable with them at first. Liking is more convenient, loving requires patience and sacrifice. In fact, there were times when I got so hurt from some of my friends in the community and even times when I hurt them. But there were always chances of forgiveness and moving on. Yes, it did not come easy and did not come quick, but because of the confidence on each other and the respect that we had for each other, it was easier to be expectant that we had transcended beyond the hurts.

I got to serve as staff in CYA right after my college years. Those were in fact some of my best years. I especially enjoyed walking from Ateneo to UIC (where I was assigned) in order to save so that I could treat the younger brothers and sisters. Had I been given a chance to serve full time, I would have grabbed it. In fact I yearned for it! But perhaps God had another plan for me, He used the influence of my work as a college teacher for this call of evangelization.

I have returned back serving as staff in CYA, one thing that enkindles my desire for this service is how the way of life has kept alive new generation of the youth. It’s like paying forward and giving rewards to the previous brothers and sisters who have served me well!

Ang Lingkod ng Panginoon. Christifying the Workplace.

Two years after my graduation, I joined the Partner in Mission of CYA for single professionals – Ang Lingkod ng Panginoon. And this is still the community I am currently affiliated with.

Some particular learning I had with Lingkod:

1.       Lingkod taught me to have more fun in life. It’s quite amusing looking back – but I was rather very serious and idealistic when I was in CYA. But having a shot with another set of people to journey in my community life, I learned to enjoy more light moments of service. I especially loved going home with a group “Southborders” with our seeeeeerious jokes. We could go on linking one wacky story to another and conversing about it seriously.

2.       Lingkod squeezed out more talent juices from me. I had always considered myself a “tone deaf.” But who would have thought I’d be given a solo part to sing “Colors of the Wind.” In Lingkod, I became Pocahontas, Maja Salvador, Betty La Fea, an Angel, a voice-over, and now- Mother Mary. I am also

3.       Lingkod has taught me more about life order. When I was still a starting professional, I looked up to the brothers and sisters who were very successful in their field. I realized that passion may matter in your work, but so is discipline and priority management. I am still challenged in many areas in my work and I feel lucky to have friends to model to me great characters of being a professional.

4.       finally taking the challenge to serve in the music ministry learning the strums of guitar.

5.       Lingkod taught me more about faith journey. When I started in Lingkod, we were only 2 CYAers in our batch. This was a bit difficult because I belonged in support groups which compose of members who were new in the “community life.” I felt like I was in a different journey. But I learned community is not the only place where we experience our faith journey. All of us have a different experience of God. God meets us in unique ways. God may use others, miracles, failures, and situations to reveal Himself to us.

6.       Lingkod taught me to give transitions a chance. One very important lesson I learned in Lingkod is giving  the changes in our lives a chance. My first two years of adjustment in Lingkod was rather difficult. Again when I started in Lingkod, I only had a few CYA’er batchmate. Unlike the new Lingkod members who were starting to absorb and learn the culture of the community, we had to unlearn and relearn the culture of the community of professionals. But in the same way that we were taught in CYA not to settle with what’s comfortable – to love and not just to like – the new culture gave a promise of growth. And truly, it was worth it!

Looking Forward to Holy Trinity Community (HTC)

The Holy Trinity Community is another partner in mission of Lingkod. This is a rather inter-generational community composed of families and singles. But unlike CYA and Lingkod being movements – offering trainings and formations for colleges and single, young professionals; HTC covers a rather life-long formation and commitment.

Partners-in-Mission Activities.

I had my first encounter with the various members of HTC during my first year in CYA during Partners-in-Mission Activities. The Partners-in-Mission (CYA, Lingkod, HTC and Emmaus Way) meet together thrice a year – Feast of Christ the King Celebration, Easter Sunday Celebration, and Penitential Rites. When I first attended one of these gatherings, I did not have much time mingling and truly knowing the brothers and sisters at that time. In fact, I felt rather awkward seeing new faces. But there was something about families committing to a community life that has enticed me so much. Ever since, I was always looking forward to Partners-in-Mission Activities. It gave me a sense of direction of the kind of future I wanted to have, even of the kind of community service I would like to take. I loved the idea that the radical way of life I experienced in CYA did not only last until my college years. Knowing about Lingkod promised me professional growth and models of successful professionals that I wanted to become. Learning about HTC gave a hope that families serving together is very much possible – in fact very real!

And so with an invitation of experiencing this kind of formation, the value of giving transitions a chance that I learned in Lingkod, I am quite excited of what lies ahead in my faith journey in the community.

So, how does it feel again being almost 10 years old in the community?

I feel so blessed to belong to a group of people who are not perfect but are trying to live in reliance to  Perfect God.

To God be the Glory!